~,~ So sorry for don't post something for such a long time... Wish to do some new things, in photographical and artistic way.
But my job is killing me. So much working, so much to think about, so much epic fails of epic failing Lahmia... (shouldn't talk about myself in third person (too lazy to look up, if this is the right english expression sorry)).
And to fullfit it, there's studying on friday after work until 9 pm and on saturday from 8 am to 1 pm... ~,~ this is hard. But I chose that as my way. I just hope that I'll do it. Sadly there's no positive feedback/motivation from the company I work at.
It's disappointing... so disappointing to feel like my education didn't gave me any knowledge and abilities. Maybe they have should given not only a contract to me, they should gave a noose in addition. >,< Ok It's not that bad, but I feel like it. Wish to do something and get positive feedback, not only a "Oh, you should change this" or "I know you did a lot for that, but I think it looks cheap"...
I'm a bit in self-pity... give me some compassion, please. I really need something, that comforts me.

Hopefully It will get better soon. And hopefully I'll get the power to do this all...
And for sure: hopefully I'll have a bit more time soon to make some new things ^^

So long,
Lahmia